When I was a kid....and now ?

After a long time, im kinda writing a blog..! 

Today, I'm remembering some of the most ravishing memories which I would like to write down.!!

Okay, the most old and the most antique memory which I can remember is that when I was a kid, once I had imitated a "chakka" AKA a "hermaphrodite". That was the most funny thing I ever did, and fortunately that "mawoman" ( I cudnt think of any other word ... lol..so man as well as woman...a "mawoman") didn't mind me doing that, and just blessed me and went away..!!! (:
Cant never forget that day, maybe I was just 5 yrs old at that time..!! hahhaahaha.!!
So coming to the MAIN POINT....
When we are kids, we dont know anything else except our lil sweet home sweet home and our parents and our thoughts that twirl round and round in our imaginative world. 

When I was a kid, I never had bad thoughts about people...I was naive..

When I was a kid, I dreamed a lot which was fictional...!!

When I was a kid, I didn't even know what the word "TENSION" or "DEPRESSED" meant..! 

When I was a kid, I never used to bother what people thought about me, because I was so busy living in my own world full of joy, laughter and happiness..!!! The only thing that made me sad was when mom used to forcefully make me eat something I didn't like...! ;)
When I was a kid, I had sooo many weird thoughts, Oh which I still have..!! lol

So.....when I was a kid, I wondered the most common thing that all kids usually end up thinkin and that is " Where did I come from ?" hahaahahhaha.>!! I used to believe that whenever I swallowed a piece of gum, maybe a tree would grow and come out of my ears and nose and mouth.!! It used to scare me....!! LOL
When I was a kid, I was afraid of ghosts.!! O.O 

Once, when my mom and dad went out to leave my sister to school, I was sleeping. And then, after a while I got up and searched the whole house for everyone.... but there was no one..!! I got sooo afraid that I sat by the window screaming at the top of my voice, and crying out loud ..!!! And when my mom came home, she hugged me holdin me tight..sayin that everything was alright.! :) These small small things form a big bunch of memories which we can never erase from our mind and our hearts..!

When I was a kid, I was a hardcore believer of GOD.!! I had so much faith in him and now that I'm grown into a teenager, I have tangled myself so much in the material world, that I dont even    pray to god...!!

As a child, I had an undisturbed and deep sleep...when I used to sleep, I used to forget the world and it was like I was in some other world..! But now when I try to sleep, so many thoughts gush in my mind that I can't even sleep peacefully.
A small child's mind is filled with all the innocence in the world, but a grown up's mind is filled with all the shitt in the world.!!
Why can't we be like a child filled with happiness and innocence and pure thoughts and pure feelings.... why do we always have to look whats hapenning in others life..? why can't we be happy living our own life..? 

I wish to go back to those times of my life.....